Saturday, 21 February 2009

Mabuti pa ang saging

Pagkatapos ang palitan ng text messages, walang nangyari. Tumigil sya. Ayaw siguro mabuko.


Ako naman, tumigil na rin. Under strict instructions din ang mga bakla na wag ng magsalita. Pabayaan na si Kulot.


Tuloy ang buhay. At noong Valentine's Day, ni isa sa dalawang babes ko ay di ko kasama. Sinadya ko ito.


"May lakad ako sa city," ang sabi ko kay Babes in the bukid.


"May aasikasuhin ako sa bukid," ang sabi ko naman kay Babes in the city.


Ang totoo, nasa city ako. At noong February 14, nasa bahay lang ako, kasama si Bananas, ang housemate nyang si Jim, si Dasya at ang jowa nya. Nagluto ako ng pasta, herbed chicken at brownies. Pagkatapos kumain, uminom ng Benguet coffee.


Bakit wala ni isa sa mga babes? Naisip ko lang naman-- na ayokong masanay na sa tuwing sasapit ang araw na yon ay kailangang kasama ko ang aking karelasyon.


At noong pauwi na sila, tinanong ako ni Bananas bakit wala si Babes in the City.


Sinagot ko sya ng: "When I woke up this morning, I realized I no longer have a heart."

28 comments:

blagadag said...

that's a normal gay phenomenon. it happened to me when i was recently broken-hearted. but unconsciously, the heart suddeny beat, irregularly at first, then it stabilized. later, i felt in love again. what's out for that.

Oliver said...

ay tarush!

Anonymous said...

even lea saloga went on hiatus after the curtain fell for the last time, during her stint with miss saigon.

your heart's not gone, it has just gone on hiatus.

don't rush it, or else baka kung anu anu lang na pipuchugin musical ang ma sundan ng miss saigon mo.

GOSH NALURKY AKO DUN. ANG LALIM !

xox babols deveerre

Anonymous said...

..you gave it to someone a long time ago and never got it back?

The Bashhh said...

You gotta move on na oi. Mahirap ang may baggage.. lalo na kung walang kargador! Hahaha. Decide if you wanna go back to Kulot or not. Looks like you're in denial stage pa. Fast-track mo na sa acceptance!

Anonymous said...

Tsug! Aray ang tigas. Di ka na natinag Atetch! Ang tigas talaga nang kalooban mo nagyon.We will see if it stays forevah! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

Anonymous said...

korek ka jan manang mandaya!! na you no longer have a heart. you know what?..............naiwan mo kay kulot!!!

kaya wag mo nang hanapin ang heart mo! palitan mo muna ng puso ng saging!

homeric29 said...

It's ok, Mandaya.

Your loss is not final.

You'll grow another heart, we all do. Love, after all, is not bound to one definition.

Best regards

Anonymous said...

BAKIT? WHY?
WELL, JUST DON'T LET YOUR HEART STOP BEATING. I HOPE THAT YOUR HEART CAN FIND A REASON TO LOVE AGAIN EVEN IF IT TAKES TIME.
Remember this proverb:
"Do not fear going forward slowly.
Fear only to stand still."
Be happy Mandaya! Life is still beautiful and love will surely find you again.

Mugen said...

Kaya nung Valentines, Sinadya ko hindi maghanap. Hindi dahil wala na akong puso, pero sa pagkakataong yun, pinunan ko yung kalungkutan sa pamamagitan ng pagbibigay ng puso ko sa iba.

Hehe sensya na ang lalim.

Basta narealize ko, hindi mahalaga ang jowa sa araw ng mga puso. Good move. I'm sure mas nag-enjoy ka kasama ang iyong mga barkada.

MrCens said...

mabuti pa ang saging may puso pero di ka saging. kamag-anak ka ni matsing na ang hilig ay ang tamis nito.

hayaan mo, si kulot minsan lang mamunga pero ikaw di ka mawawalan ng tamis. bukas, makalawa sya ay magmamakaawa ng katas mo dahil dadating ang panahon, aasim na sya.

jericho said...

andyan pa yan. under repair lang. ;)

alimuom.atbp said...

bongga ang pasta, herbed chicken at brownies with Benguet coffee: nakakalusaw ng heart.

|jep| said...

Nung nabasa ko ang last line ng blog.. Natawa ako.

Dahil ang ganda ng timing ng pagka-sabi mo. Na na-isip mo siyang sabihin.. Na ang ganda ng delivery..


Pero, naisip ko.. Shocks.
Ang sad ng line na yun. At, nanggaling sa ikalaliman ng puso.
:( Ang lungkot that things have to end up that way.

Move forward is the best next thing to do. Keep up the good work Mandaya. :)
Enough of the pains. :)

MkSurf8 said...

haha. nindot ang last line.

The Zen Bitch said...

ouch!

Kiks said...

things we lost in the fire.

unless naniniwala kang phoenix ang heart mo at hindi naabo.

Ming Meows said...

"I realized...I dont have a heart..."

Charing man ka mandaya ui!

http://cooljerk.diaryland.com/ said...

Ay may ganun pa tungkol sap uso

Ate Sienna said...

feel ko yung sinabi ni ateng kiks na mistulang phoenix ang puso at nagiging bagong ibon lang ulit. mistulang harry potter...

pero mamu, hindi ka nawalan ng fu-zo. tama si babols, nag-hiatus ka lang. hindi naman masama. paminsan-minsan you need a break para magkaroon ka ng bagong perspective at ma-assess ang mga nangyayari sa pali-paligid. maging indefendent woman! winner, davah???

sexymoi said...

am sure lola nandyan yan... matigas lang kaya di mo nararamdaman. pero sa tingin ko lalambot din yan after all, tao tao marunong din magpatawad at magmahal. :)

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Anonymous said...

ay oo tama si JEP ... that last line ay "nanggaling sa ikalaliman ng puso."

ENTONCES may puso ka pa rin !!!

Maniwala ka Mandaya. Sad ka lang ngaun kaya feeling mo ala kang heart.

Smile, I'm sure you're more beautiful happy than sad.

thinking of you ---> babols deveere

Anonymous said...

Love, life, meaning --- over.

-Kulot's Bloody Girlfriend

Anonymous said...

I realized upon second thoughts that no matter what we say, you and only you can feel the pain of lost. Mahirap ding itapon ang 7 years. I dreamed of my lost love twice this week and I wonder with the passing of years (almost ten years na!) is he still in my subconscious? I do understand you Mandaya. I wish I can somehow ease the pain and the longing which by the way, we all experience. It is very comforting indeed that through your blog, we feel in our hearts that there are persons who understand what we feel...

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goddess said...

Sinagot ko sya ng: "When I woke up this morning, I realized I no longer have a heart."


gosh. this is the worst feeling ever.

ZeroGravity said...

Ang husay naman ng bitaw mo dun nheng. :p